To be honest it's been hell. I think the only reason I've kept it up this long is to prove something to you, dear reader. If it was just me on my own I'd have definitely given in. But I'm stubborn and I've got something to prove.
One thing I am noticing is how much smokers stink. And I mean really STINK. Did I ever smell that bad? I guess I must have.
Also, I've not been out and I've not been around other smokers. This is the bit I'm dreading, when someone who knows me as a smoker offers me a ciggie. Because when I decline I'm suddenly no longer part of the cool gang. How sad am I?
